Waving the White Flag

I tried hard to battle code, but I'm pretty much unarmed there, and went down in flames. I give up. ...at least for now. It was mostly my way of avoiding even more study of something I do know. But it only frustrated me and lead to sleepless nights and migraines. I'll have to study html and/or css some other day.

I'm dreading the next few weeks. There are so many things to do. It's always very manic this time of year. It was unbelievably insane last year. I still don't know how I got through that. Actually, all of last year was extremely hectic. There was school, work, and the kids. I got little to no sleep. This year was considerably less hectic, but far more stressful. This was the year of the near breakdown. I try to have one every few years of so. I feel it helps flush out the system. Yes, that was sarcasm. And I know, I know.. "Fucking starting over." It's been that kind of year.

Here's to hoping 2005 is better!